1. |
letting go
02:59
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you will educate yourself better
and not succumb to feeling stupid and unloveable
when you don’t know things
or can’t follow or contribute to a conversation
you will try harder to give the good parts of yourself
to the people you care about
in healthy and normal ways
and channel the difficult parts into creative output
you will be reliable
and strive to be enjoyable to work with
and be around
Erst Demut - Mach Demut
when the thoughts come
escape to the pain of love
and letting go
but when the thoughts come
escape to the sounds of us
and image flow
and when the thoughts come
escape with what your fingers do
and not to the cup
and if they still will come and it’s not enough
escape can be rough
but you owe it to yourself
to be kind to your body
easier said than done
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[boy, it’s been a fuck of a year, lemme tell ya ahahaha]
for the first time, I watched the needle go in
the pill taken, the Earth beneath lay quiet for a moment
with a breath unshattered fluid stain
quiet for a moment
should the unwell self love itself?
it can’t be helped, it’s all I told myself I had
who else could cause discomfort fit for movement
neurotics fling out the window or digest themselves
a Sisyphus eternally reborn
not a danger to ourselves, but an inconvenience
an inconvenience to others
cloying Narcissus of terror and disgust
cloying Narcissus of terror and disgust
no exorcism can get you out, get you out
but we do too much to keep each other bound
keep each other bound and the rest out
wail softer
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read to me
02:55
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read to me
pick me up
put me down
save me from thinking
thinking of anything
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ydolem og gnittel
01:36
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Certain flashes make the time feel like it’s passing but something isn’t right by the edges
Tickling the conscious threads seems like it should be enough but I think we might already be dead
Already be dead
It could be a tragic farce of a thing but steadily ridiculous pleasure is here and what a bountiful thing
To submerge in the pain and be cleansed by the fashioning of circuitry and circuits to bend
Oh dreaming about fruit at night
Once again we can wait
Dreaming about fruit at night
Once again we can wait for the end
Is it better to remember your nightmares or simply to wake and feel the shock of the battle behind
Sink into the belly of it satisfy a meaningful end
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Caned & Able New Zealand
Uuuuuuuuu
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